Sometimes I think I don't want to notice change. And with some HUGE life transitions coming up, I'm finding that my life is just like this room I sit in right now. Messy. And I don't know how it got there.
My weight got away from me, I left the Villa, I'm on some rocky ground with two friends, I'm leaving Colorado in 4 months (which last time I checked it was 5 months. Weird how quickly time flies...) and I'm getting married and starting a new family of our own. (No, not THAT family.)
Not all bad things, for sure, but these are some BIG things. Things that are creating a lot of turmoil in my mind/life that I haven't been really paying attention to until it just hit me. I'm thinking starting now with a good cleaning of my room and moving on to tackling a few other problems, it's time to get my life under some form of control. Yes, I know I can't control parts of my life, but it's time to get a hold of the things I CAN.